Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
training was crazy. my arms and legs are wobbly. haha. so weak so weak. omg. how in the world did i beat my timing for the sprint ? i thought i ran slower than usual and yet i clocked a better timing. on the other hand, i thought i ran faster for the long distance run. but nooo, i ended up slower. what rubbish. haha. coach's watch got some problem. (:
today im just going to slack and snack. haha. going over to sheryl's place later. i need a friggin massage. haha.
this is such a short and random post. im just too tired. yuck. haha. loves !
you understand me, dont you ?
let your heart out.
loads of stuff have been going on. lets fast forward, shall we ?
grad lunch at swissotel. man, those pretty ladayyes ! everyone of them dressed so nicely. ahaha. ohboy, graduation ! cheryl and i were grading the dresses. haha. that was fun ! walking over to peninsula with crystal and andrea was uber fun too. haha. getting caught in the rain and having ugly spots of water on your stockings. eeyer. /: all the chocolates we ate ! haha. excellent way of wasting time. it seemed like our own graduation. running around taking pictures. tearing with the seniors. omg. haha(: gonna miss you mr j ! your inspiring talks and your wonderful RE lessons.
trng day trng day. blowing bubbles/balloons was great. going through the duties with the trainees ? man, luckily i had jiajia(: haha. spending so much money on lunch. it still disgusts me ! haha. the chair soccer was the best. haha. getting super wet and sabo-ing everyone. forgetting to bring extra clothes was yucky. i had to go through pass it on with water dripping everywhere. the excos were bored. we couldnt find anything else to do so we just picked up whatever was right in front of us and played with it(x spent almost an hour just doing nothing.
went to paya lebar to get our shirts done. we spent nearly two hours trying to get everything settled. the money, the colours, the fonts. omg. haha. we took so long. but we're done with it and im excited to get it now(:
leave me a l o n e.
let your heart out.
watched happy feet today. it was super hilarious and crappy at the same time. cant believe i watched that instead of maybe casino royale or something ! but hey ! it's kinda cool. i mean there is some meaning inside it. the penguins are so cute. they really are. just that once they grow old with their bluish heads, they look all slimy. which is kinda disgusting.
walked into the toilet and everytime i see that automatic tap, i remember yvette ! isnt she a lucky girl ? she is remembered by me ! hha. she and her singing. man, i think i was smiling to myself when i was in the toilet. luckily it wasnt crowded or anything (:
all missing things end up there.
let your heart out.
stephanie and elizabeth are friggin inspiring. they're p o w e r. it's funny how different people inspire others. they both mentioned stuff that kinda hit me. they knocked sense into me. man, it really hurt to be knocked right through but guess it'll benefit me later on. thank you.
i just love the excos right now. we have so much (i can say that again) fun together. i really mean it. even though the camp was kinda crap, we did bond among ourselves. and okay, the camp isnt crap-crap but gg through the 'jungle' and all, man. today at kfc we made a whole lot of noise. haha. it's so fun it's so fun. lets do it again. and whats with the excos and kfc ? :D i know what the rest of the excos will tell me everytime i complain about kfc. haha. -rolls my eyes at the excos. LOLLS. headed to macs for icecream and thats when we made even more noise. WAHAHA :D are we good or are we good ? planned the council tee. gosh, it looks nice on paper. hope it looks nice when it's printed. we've made it all plain and simple. since year 2006/2007. haha. mymy. it's so wow, at least to me ! proceeded to design the EXCO stuff. that got all of us excited. i had this tingling feeling going all over. haha. it's been long since i felt that way. all the excitedness. (is there even such a word?)
those familiar faces. it was comforting.
those weird feelings coming back for i-dont-know-what-reason. haha. im stuck myself. i dont know whats happening and why. just trying to fit them into this big messed up puzzle hoping it'll fit in. somehow everything links when i try to piece them up but nothing seems to make any sense at all. so should i just leave it and try to act like nothing's wrong or what ? hahaha. bleahh- i guess i'll work something out. it'll just take time. wish me luck people.
and man, i forgot to blog about the outing i had with the singles. it was good it was good. those fatty food we ate but yet they tasted so good. haha. imagine the amount of weight we're all putting on. -pukes. haha. yeah. it felt good going crazy over step up. the dancing and everything. haha. dont deny it people, we really ate a whole lot. plus after all the icecream, my voice was g o n e. i had such a sexaye voice. yvette, dont go singing in the toilet again. later all the taps dont work. wahaha :D guess the singles all remember that. the minute yvette started to sing, ohboy. the tap dint work ! and wait, using the word singles is so wrong now. we're not all single. shhite. /: what should we call ourselves then ? oh yes wait. the BAC girls. haha.
you've made your point. so have you and you and you and you. so many of you lah. i dont know. just slowly letting all sink in, digesting and registering all the information. give me time. be patient. stop throwing more information on me. it's full.
my nov schedule is packed. so is dec. homework. school. trngday. choir. gradnight. councilxmasparty. farewellcouncil. farewellnball. bioproj. engproj. meetupwithstephsim. meetupwithmrsk. choirxmasparty?. meetupwithexcos. compileDCfile. changefiles. discussduties. planoutSCstuff.
was just listing down my TO-DOS. haha. yupp, guess there's a whole lot but im looking forward to each one of them. loads to do, only left a month. gotta get cracking.
L O S T. tell me bout it.
let your heart out.
ohboy, three cheers for us. we came back in one piece, safe and sound. hooray for us. it was so rubbish. this is so not right. we girls had to go through that disgusting forest slipping and sliding. i guess only zakiah had loads of fun ! "GIVE ME YOUR HAND". that brave soul. :D
the journey there was long. but hey hey ! i slept through it all. the bus ride etc. i loved cheryl's pillow. but shoo away mel, thanks for taking such an unglam pic of me and posting it up (: the first day was kinda fast cos we were running late and we dint have much time to do practical. so most of the things we did were all theory and that got kind of boring after a while. haha. i liked the first aid part tho. it was fun trying to bandage cho's arm. lolls. MAN, swimming and floating about in the sea was fun. no one wanted to get up. and yes keith, im definitely sexier than you are. even mel agrees :D
the night talks the excos had in my room were fun. the laughter and rolling about on the bed. my gosh, everyone cried till tears flowed out. we went up to the second floor with mel and keith. omg, scary. everyone just let their imagination run wild and guess it kinda freaked all of us out. luckily we got back to the room and had our little talk.
my dearest excos(: we did create loads of commotion among the facils and us. hmmm, guess thats something we're really good at. i mean looking back at the famous five etc, it's just hilarious. i think we'll all sit down and laugh about it next year ! haha. all of us stuck together throughout the whole camp, IM SO HAPPY THAT WE DID THAT :D we've bonded loads and i really think all of us took back something from this camp ya ? love you guys.
i cant stand being stranded on an island. im not going to do this ever again. ahaha. but guess it was a sense of achievement ! we survived everything together as a whole team. mel was hilarious. acting calm and normal huh (: anyways, im so proud of the girls who led all of us ! i cant remember all your names but you guys did a great job. -claps.
the shopping was pathetic. but cam whoring was fun. the service is s l o w. there's nothing else i can say about it. the atmosphere and feelings that we all had changed so much. there wasnt the fun and happy mood anymore. everyone started discussing about studies and everyone was seeing which day was free to meet for commitee meetings. jus imagine that. gonna miss the facils and everything we did over there. thanks to way jiunn, all of us were acting like cam whores. haha. he and his waterproof camera. uber cool :D
im sexier than keith.
let your heart out.
everyone, suck it in(:
im lazy to post about camp. it was crap. it was fun. great way of making new friends. those mahjong-addicted peeps((: i miss camp already. we're going to hang out, we are ! haha.
cheer up single people :D
haha. sabrina and gerald are cruel people, officially. you guys are so horrible. mymy. LOLLS.
environmental talk was fun ! the stick game. that girl who talked to us is so cute. haha.
man, my post is so short. im feeling lazy. there's jus too much to write about everything.
carissa : shoo shoo ! hahaha. heartbreaker huh. hahaha(:
lorry : yes NAW stands for that. haha.
mercyz : MUMSTER. you flooded so much ! i read them all. yes, i cant help you. haha. i dont mind volunteering to help facilitate. oh shhite, no. i dont wanna be up every hour walking around. haha. lets have a pre-camp briefing ! ((:
let your heart out.
i absolutely miss that twofive spirit ! :D guess none of us lost that. met amee cho and cass at my house bus stop before going down to sheng shiong to buy the disgusting things we needed for games. after getting the things we needed, took a bus down to cheryl's house. went into the function room to put everything down. headed up to cheryl's house to slack while mixing the disgusting stuffs (x
twofivers of 2005 came and we played. ohmy, it was so fun seeing everyone snatching for the chair ! the number game was hilarious. man, dont you guys love the drink ? :D it was great catching up with deni. deni ! i missed you loads.
cam whore. it was great fun taking pictures (: everyone was running around screaming away. you hear the counting and flashes everywhere ! three cheers for the organisers ! ahaha. xD
thank you to my darlings for giving me a belated birthday present. but it's really sweet and nice ((: i absolutely love it. i know it was like daylight robbery. haha. your msges were so touching ! JJTAN, your msges were hilarious. thanks for making me extra high. CASS, as usual your neat handwriting is so nice. your poem is so sweet. xie le xie le ! CHO, no probs about the words thing. it's exactly like me ! thank you for the times you spent with me too. THANK YOU :D

organisers (:

councillors ! (plus melissa and jjtan)

twofivers '05

izza (x
there are many many more :D too lazy to post them all up.
it just had to happen. heartbreaker.
let your heart out.
yesterday was horrid. suicides all the way.
went to amee's place to plan out the games and food for today's party. lets hope things work out today. i'll update more about it tomorrow ? (:
intense. i guess that explains it all.
let your heart out.
lets stay stubborn and not let anything burst that bubble we have.
mama de ai you duo chang.
let your heart out.
everyone seems to be having problems right now. cant seem to run away from it all. it's been affecting me. everyone's out there searching for help. i've no idea what to do. they all seem in 'pain'. MAN. it's nice to be feeling happy and free for once. seeing everyone struggle, yuck. those relationship problems. i dont wanna get into a relationship now.
ai ni jiu deng yu ai zi ji.
let your heart out.
way to go NAW. we actually survived five whole hours in the zoo. wahaha(: yay for us.
the zoo is so stinkofied. now i remember why i never liked going to the zoo. horrible horrible smell ! weizhen nat and i cant be grouped together, officially ! haha. we three are so alike. okay, that can be good but ohmy, our reactions are extreme ! it was fun i guess. other than the horrible snake part, the horrible fragile forest, the stinko toilets, the flat pepsi. wow, the list can just go on and on. we're one lucky group. we've got one of the easiest topics to do ! (: yes linn, i know i know ! haha.
i love the gift shop. okay just the glowing part ! (:
gotta start thinking of what im going to bring with me for camp. wahaha :D packing's fine with me. but the unpacking ? yuck. MAN ! gonna be missing a whole lot. two camps one weekend after another. hope im not too sick of those long bus rides. need my mosquito repellants. LOADS.
gotta start slotting in those hundred plus plus pictures. ohmy, those memories ! (: LOVE 'EM.
sometimes you gotta be cruel to be kind.
let your heart out.